I just am gonna write them...

...'cause Twitter wont allow me,
plus, I dont want them, her, to know my current feeling.

I've got the idea since long ago.
I never think I can read people,
never think I'm that sensitive to know what they're talking about,
so when she twitted those, I just joked around,
if I got it right then good, if not then they're just jokes.
But guess she lied,
I just knew.

I even gave her hint,
"I'd be really hate it if anyone I recognize as the ones I close with
do not tell me about 'that'. "

In class, I saw more clues that made my guess was right.
While I was thinking on cursing her,
she told us.

Then, I've thought them in the whole class.

I hate her.
She's not my friend.

aww I didnt know I'm so sensitive about these.

***

I know,

I know that she didnt tell anyone (maybe),

she even said she told us because it was US.

But whenever I saw anything like

"friends for years"

she was one of them.

and yet, ...

***

Plus, we always talked about this thing,

even joking around,

like, I didnt talk to anyone else that much,

and yet, ...

***

I was in the mood of thinking that I might never be the one to anyone,

or at least on VIP seat.

She did some things with *her*,

even though we always talk about *her* behind *her* back.

Such betrayer, and yet, ...

Maybe it was because of 'me'.

Well, I dont really like that kind of thing,

but such betrayer, and yet, ...

Such unrequited.

***

and she lied.

Whatever the reasons are,

she lied.

I'm not going,

and I might reconsider of going to your ... or not.

Bye-bye