Fake

The same day,
few weeks ago.
Call me full of vengeance.
I dont want to feel it anymore.
The night the tears came back down again,
after few weeks of experiencing bright moments.
It wasnt easy for me to open up,
and there you wasted it.

What is fake?
What's the meaning of fake friends?
That thing you talked about in class?

You occassionally invite your friends.
You occassionally leave your friends.
What do you take it for?
What's your philosophy?
Self-satisfaction?
Doesnt that mean you dont really think about your friends?

I'm not going to face the possibility.
No more.
I'm too conscious of people.
It's too hard for me.
I'd rather walk alone than betting whether you would think of me or not.
No.