Grudge

This is a grudge.
You think you were fine.
You think it was nothing big,
upon having another good meeting and another good laugh.
But when things turn upside down again,
you reflect everything.
Everything you experienced,
everything they did to you,
every nothing they did for you,
every emotion, every affection you sacrificed for them.

Now that everything was killed off,
now that you feel nothing,
you realized that they were the one who get your hopes up
and decide to drop them down altogether
unconsciously.
Because thats how they are.

Thank you for killing my affection.