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*this is written while Im in a positive mood*

These days it occurs to me.

I always questioned "why didnt she have other things to focus on.

Why does she always hang up onto that person

and then keeps on talking about the past that Ive never experienced?"

As I was pondering onto those, probably some maturity comes to me.

It's 6.

It is many,

but those 6 are probably the ones that give her.

She talks about this and that, expecting this and that,

but that's probably the only thing that makes her continue.

I probably would say some of them receive more than the others later,

I probably would say I'm way worse to contribute than the others later,

but because Ive seen the others, I'll try to stay.

It would be hard, I might have changes of mind too,

but since I'm no longer able to see forward,

I'll do it.

I'll try.

Because that's the least I can do while being alive.