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*this is written while Im in a positive mood*

These days it occurs to me.

I always questioned "why didnt she have other things to focus on.

Why does she always hang up onto that person

and then keeps on talking about the past that Ive never experienced?"

As I was pondering onto those, probably some maturity comes to me.

It's 6.

It is many,

but those 6 are probably the ones that give her.

She talks about this and that, expecting this and that,

but that's probably the only thing that makes her continue.

I probably would say some of them receive more than the others later,

I probably would say I'm way worse to contribute than the others later,

but because Ive seen the others, I'll try to stay.

It would be hard, I might have changes of mind too,

but since I'm no longer able to see forward,

I'll do it.

I'll try.

Because that's the least I can do while being alive.

また夢かい

It came again wwwww

It was almost the similar situation with the real (that failed lmao)
Was an acquaintance of a friend,
the friend introduced us,
the difference is that the person is interested,
unlike that guy in the real situation.

And it was on the e day,
And the fact that I know I have the responsibility for the day (ofc),
And my parents trusted me on things,
And I was contacting the person,
And we had to go somewhere,
And I get prepared and wait,
well the rest was trivial,
but the important thing is the emotions.

Tummy-tingling w

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I just noticed I didn't talk about the one before.
The emotion might have faded away,
But the situation was almost similar.
It was the day of introducing.
I didnt exactly know who the partner was,
but in there I have the feeling that I know.
Almost like isekai thingy.

I was in the car with father,
talking about it.
Pretended that I know, I tried making conversation to find out what was happening.
So it was really mine.

When we arrived (actually nearby food stall lmao),
I got the call that he's almost there.
And he arrived.
I still pretended like I know what's happening.
As the conversation smoothly flowed,
I got the name.
Was a nickname though lmao how rude

But was a good guy who knows how to talk & how to present himself & how to treat the elder