plus, I dont want them, her, to know my current feeling.
I've got the idea since long ago.
I never think I can read people,
never think I'm that sensitive to know what they're talking about,
so when she twitted those, I just joked around,
if I got it right then good, if not then they're just jokes.
But guess she lied,
I just knew.
I even gave her hint,
"I'd be really hate it if anyone I recognize as the ones I close with
do not tell me about 'that'. "
In class, I saw more clues that made my guess was right.
While I was thinking on cursing her,
she told us.
Then, I've thought them in the whole class.
I hate her.
She's not my friend.
aww I didnt know I'm so sensitive about these.
***
I know,
I know that she didnt tell anyone (maybe),
she even said she told us because it was US.
But whenever I saw anything like
"friends for years"
she was one of them.
and yet, ...
***
Plus, we always talked about this thing,
even joking around,
like, I didnt talk to anyone else that much,
and yet, ...
***
I was in the mood of thinking that I might never be the one to anyone,
or at least on VIP seat.
She did some things with *her*,
even though we always talk about *her* behind *her* back.
Such betrayer, and yet, ...
Maybe it was because of 'me'.
Well, I dont really like that kind of thing,
but such betrayer, and yet, ...
Such unrequited.
***
and she lied.
Whatever the reasons are,
she lied.
I'm not going,
and I might reconsider of going to your ... or not.
Bye-bye
