Assobru minal Iman.

Here's what I think.

This thing is not something brings pleasure,
but feud.
Everything will go wrong if you cannot be patient.
It is all about patient.

I know all this.
I'm the only one who's here.
Plus I like to observe people's habit patterns.

The Person A:
- They are someone who cannot, seriously, cannot keep quiet.
Even if it's not the secret they were telling,
it will be something almost like that.
Like, if they suddenly propose on some issue,
it will be something, either what they were thinking or is happening.
- And they also someone who will not give in, never,
even if they have not much vocabulary on some words,
they will use something unrelated,
just to commence a war.
- They are also a person who thinks with their emotion.
If they're angry at the moment, everyone who opposes them is their enemy.
Though I cant really be sure of the future, I know what it is, but I'm scared -_-"

The Person B:
- They are stubborn. What they decide is something that they will stick until the end.
Usually is reasonable, though is extreme.
How do I deal with this?
I give up. And that's what built me until now. Someone who doesnt put hopes. Someone who doesnt put efforts.
Though sometimes it helps them believe in me lol

So when these two persons, who know each other for long, came across,
a war begins.
One-sided though.
And who's the victim?
Me.
Why?
Because I am the one who is always here.
Now, who started all this?
Not me.
I'm just a victim,
who sometimes couldnt control herself from laughing inside when something that she predicted really happened.
That is my own problem though.
Whatever is happening, I could not change anything.
Why?
Obviously,
impatient.

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The Person C:
- They are someone who, if it's in a class, they are the one who sits at the corner on the back.
- Because of that, they like to keep quiet.
No one knows what they think.
- Though they are a bit slow. They could not be sure of what will happen, (apparently it really happened to what was predicted).
They live to what is they planted.
If they think they are slow, stupid and dumb, that is what they believe they are.
So they didnt know how far of their dark characteristic is.
- They are most likely adaptable, regarding in heart. They can be hard as rock if they exposed to those 'rocks' too much. They can be fragile as glass if it's the time.
- They still dont know how dangerous the dark character is. Hopefully not a psycho-path.

"PATIENT IS EVERYTHING"

Rant - Nothing

Dont really have anything to say.
But feel like writing.

It's just funny that the fact that I'm the one who likes to talk, virtually,
anywhere.
And especially there,
where I'm the one who always be the last one.
Now,
I'm getting the awkward feeling to even talk there.
I'm getting awkward with everyone,
every single one of them.
Everyone's getting busy of their schedules,
while me, staying home doing nothing,
who wants to have someone to talk to.

Wait.
Why am I being like this?
Why am I feeling so lonely?
Do I have no friend?
Do I really have no one to talk to?
Am I lonely?
But I have siblings.
I have, actually, friends.
So, why?
I dont understand.

Why is everyone acting like they have so many friends?
Why is everyone acting like they are enjoying their life?
Why is everyone looks like they are happy, even though they never talk about their friends?
Why is everyone looks like they are living their happy life even though they didnt talk?
Why am I the one who feels like living alone when they didnt want to talk?
What am I?

They must think I'm bothersome,
I have nothing else to do but being noisy.
They must think I'm pain in the ass to deal with,
that's why they left me.

Okay, that hurts,
really hurts.
I should stop now.