Thursday 27 December 2012

Annoying Annoy

"Silly, wanted to curse with "what the ****" but only put "what the" or "what the F".If they wanted to act pure, just don't have to say what they wanted to. Right?"
I was just... yeah right~ *ignoring*

It may be true,
why do you need to "what the.." if you want to curse?
Why don't you just put "what the f*** (real word)" or something?

But no.
That's what I call
Annoying Annoy.

Why just a simple words with nothing actually wrong
you want to annoyed?
Nothing wrong either What the.. or *nothing*.

That's just only one of the examples.
There are many of them actually.
Like...

Someone said
"Why are you wearing this?"
And then you annoyed and reply "ha ha~ *expressionless* "
Then when you get back, you report it to me.
Simple,
it may be your imagination
and over-sensitive over society's questions.

When I think carefully,
I also got into the same situation(s) countless times.
And I didn't even know, or care if the questions were sarcastic or not.

Why oh why
you want to annoyed over EVERYTHING?

I'm sorry if I ever be someone like that. I know I was before.

Monday 17 December 2012

2 In A Day - Normal

Dan apabila melihat post dia,
diri seorang penulis mula bangkit di dalam tubuh saya.

Baru-baru ini telah diadakan reunion kelas darjah 6 saya.
Ada la beberapa budak SMIAAG.
Sejak awal lagi, saya mula bayangkan situasinya.
Bagaimana perasaan janggal antara kami.
Dan ketika hari tersebut,
ya, janggal.
Tiada topik.
Senyum bagaikan terpaksa.
Itu bersama mereka yg bukan teman rapat ketika zaman itu.
Tetapi, saya tahu,
saya berasa janggal walaupun apabila bersama mereka yg pernah menjadi teman rapat.
(Saya memang seorang yg janggal,
semua orang saya janggal.)

Maka, kerap kali saya terfikir,
adakah saya akan berasa janggal bersama mereka yg saya bergelak ketawa bersama hari ini
pada tahun-tahun akan datang?
Apa yg akan menjadi topik perbualan kami
pada tahun-tahun akan datang?

Sungguh,
perasaan risau ini mengganggu fikiran saya.

Surprise

I just want to write.
Write.
Write.
A confession.
On how I really thankful.
It's like I want to thank to everyone,
whoever involve on my 'promotion'.

Especially, of course,
The Almighty Allah.
Of course,
of course,
of course.
Alhamdulillah.
:')

And seriously, everyone.
My best friends,
my friends,
my buddies,
my seniors,
my juniors,
my stalkers... Oops, sorry.

And... maybe
not to that person.
That person was always looking down on me
and I still remember it.
Whatever.

And it's awkward I write a confession.
Maybe will happen one day I write
a
love
confession?

No. Never.

Thinking what am I saying? Just wait. Next year, for sure, insyaAllah.

Friday 14 December 2012

A Year

We talked about 1 year later.
We will be separated.

And here's the promise,
"Tahun depan kita kelas bersama terakhir, afa syi cyah qila :) Nanti kita tangkap gambar sama sama :) " - Aqilah, one of the four.

Dear me-in-a-month-or-so-later and you three,
remember this promise.
And we will cry together~
(Don't want O-Q )

Wednesday 12 December 2012

Wafdul Amin 2012

Ok, fine. Saya buat!
Ish.

So lagi sekali saya ulang,
saya tak boleh post dkt facebook
sbb privacy setting yg gila.

Jadi, inilah koleksi gambar yg saya ambil~
Fine, tak sehebat dan sebagus dan sebanyak
orang lain punya.
Hmph!

---------- DAY 1 ---------- 
Menggila pd hari pertama sblm berangkat.
Baju WAFA '12~
4 people, from left: Aseeyah, Ummu, Sumaiyah, me.

*****
Random scene.
Selepas hujan.
Sg. Besar, medan selera.

*****
On our way home.
Should has a rainbow there.
Couldn't see clearly.



---------- DAY 2 ----------
Belut utk sukaneka.
Acara: Tangkap belut.

Kategori kanak-kanak.
2 kumpulan: Ultraman & Boboyboy.
Pembantu setia: Sumaiyah, Nabilah, Bhah.
PIC: me, Aina.
Did I missed anyone? o_o

Cameraman: Aina

Padang futsal yg berlumpur.
Inilah hasilnya.

*****
Malam: Ceramah Perdana
Ust. Hanafiah
"Kunyit"



---------- DAY 3 ----------
On our way back to masjid from kedai.
Hi, budak forever alone yg laju sangat jalan~

Hasil pembelian dari kedai runcit.

Tamat aktiviti pagi sblm masa kosong sampai esoknya.
Sesi aiskrim bersama Nabilah dan Fathimah.
Kemalangan banin depan masjid.
Dan kami bertiga ditinggalkan semua banat T^T
(ada 2 AJK makanan banat lain)
~Forever alone~


*****
Atas permintaan kami, mak bwk melawat sawah.
Sekeliling rumah-to-be kepunyaan Kak Salwa dan keluarga.

Sekeliling rumah mak mertua Kak Aminah aka besan mak.

Jambu susu~
Fresh hanya di Sabak Bernam.

Budak kecik Liyana.
Our anak sedara angkat.

Adiknya, Damia.

Percubaan minum bekas berisi jajan.
Sungguh comel.


Ini ialah.... ok tak ingat.
Soon-to-be some buah.
(Jambu susu ke? o_o" )

Dolian~

Damia.
Budak-budak ni diajar pakai tudung.
Diorang tak rimas pun.

Batas sawah.
Ini yg kami idamkan!

Pemandangan dari tengah sawah.

Perjalanan balik dari tengah sawah.

*Ada video perjalanan*

Titian sawah.
Budak-budak bandar yg dibantu oleh ranger Kak Nora, adik ipar Kak Aminah.

Left: Fathimah, Amelya, me, Liyana, Kak Aminah, Damia.

Ulam *apentah*
As known as anggur *apentah*

Versi besar *sikit*

Mak dan besannya.


Anak sedara Kak Nora dan Damia aka Dora.




---------- DAY 4 ----------
Anak sedara yg lain.
Akmal (7), Nurin (5) dan Safina.

*****

Sarapan setelah mati kebuluran gotong-royong bersama 2 orang T^T
Inti durian~

Sesi berehat bersama budak-budak gotong-royong
(kecuali budak comel itu)

*****
Aktiviti: Memancing
Oh, cacing~
I was next to Fatin next to Sumaiyah.

*****

*****
See the smoke~
It's BBQ time~
And we never had to taste it T^T


---------- DAY 5 ----------
Kucing angkat.

Ikan angkat.
Ada anak keli, anak tenggiri, tenggiri patin, dan... ok, lupa.


*****
Praying mantis.

Never thought I'd selca?
Yes, me too.
Motif: Pink & Biru

Left: Fatin, Ain, mak diorg, Sumaiyah, Aimi.

Left: Amelya, ayah, mak, Fathimah, me.

Cameraman: Sumaiyah.
And that kiddo.

Left: unknown makcik, Nabilah, Safwah, nenek diorg, Aminah, Izzah.

Nasi Ambeng.
Semua excited.
I'm not, dah pernah rasa~ =3=

Gifts for family.
Mak, ayah, Kak Salwa, Kak Aminah, budak-budak perempuan, dan Akmal.

***** 
 On our way back, singgah sebentar di Sekinchan.
Restoran cendol yg ada kotatsu (jk).
Kebanyakan order ABC (ada buah pala~)
Goodies for real family: kerepek, kerepek dan kerepek.
Cikgu order bahulu utk kami~
Fresh from the oven. 

Gunung Fuji (jk).

Then, there they are.

Gambar tambahan:
Makanan Jawa: Cekodok jagung.
Bahan: 
Tepung gandum
Bawang
Jagung
Serbuk kari

Teh susu di awal pagi Jumaat.

Rumah: Parit 12 Barat, Bagan Terap, Sabak Bernam, Selangor.
Ruang tamu.

Dapur.

Kelemahan saya: Bilik air.

Reban ayam.
Ayam selalu muncul di atas bumbung bilik air, bilik tidur, dan di mana sahaja.

Bilik kami.
Jangan salah faham,
barang yg termasuk dlm gambar bukan kepunyaan kami~

Bahagian luar.

Kolam ayah, dibantu abang bongsu (22).


And here we are.
Housemates with different personalities:
Older: Me, Fathimah (K), Amelya 
~End~

Saya menyimpan rahsia tentang keseluruhan 5 hari ini
iaitu
saya tidak berperasaan seperti kebanyakan mereka menghadapi hari ini.
Weird.
Tapi saya ada beberapa jawapan kpd sebabnya.

Bagaimana pun, saya tetap berasa bahagia dgn kenangan ni.
Akhirnya usaha kami 1 tahun berakhir.
Terima kasih kpd yg telah berusaha secara langsung atau tak, termasuk saya.

Thank you for having us, mak and family.
Sorry for our childish and town-ish attitudes.

I end this post with a happy family.

Left: Me, Fathimah, mak, besan mak, Amelya, Kak Aminah, Liyana.
Cameraman: Kak Nora

p/s: Safwah, what a sad story you have :'(
I'm so sorry.