No Joke

Our female cat adopted kittens.

Seriously.

No joke.

She's a white-striped black female cat.

Once, she had kittens on her own

but, as usual, dead.

Month later, another of our female cat, orange colored,

gave birth for 2 kittens.

She cared for her kittens until they can walk.

Then, suddenly dad said

that white-striped blackie lift one of the kittens

and sit with it closely and lick it,

like mother of cats would do

but the kitten is not hers.

So the kitten was confused and get away from her.

For all I know, dad said

she became, what we said, "Ibu Susuan"

for the both kittens.

The real mother was like, got nothing to do when her kittens had another mom.

Weird, right?

I thought so, too.

It's like a new phenomenon.

Cats act like human, even in child care.

Seriously!

No joke!

It's Been Awhile

So.... uhh... since the school holiday has started, I must post something or else someone's gonna scold me. lol

Well, I was thinking of vlogging.
Yeah, I know I'm not the sort of talking-to-camera people.
But I think I should do one or two...
But then, just you wait... If I'm not that lazy to wear some suitable outfit or talk to myself in an empty room.
Yeah, wait.

Ok, here I go.
Something I want to confess.

It happened some months ago.
When my recent mind-condition that time was so much of low self-esteem,
but now too.

I saw a friend, which we grow older together [wait, how old was I again?]
do something that once upon a time I think is impossible for me and any of my known friends to do.

So I was like...
*WHITE EYES* [I know I can do better by attaching some pics but am too lazy to capture through phone which is upstairs, recharging]
"I don't know her... I don't know her anymore"
"Even she... is changing"
"Who am I?"
Yeah, yeah, can't I have any lower self-esteem?

But that's the truth.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know whose fault.
I don't know where did I do wrong.
I don't know.

All I know,
I should find myself and just forget about these low self-esteem things.
Should forget.
Forget.
And it came.

So I spend a night or two thinking of these things
and put the blame on me
like
"Where did I do wrong?"
Well, I actually hate that question,
like, of course, everything you do IS WRONG and why are you still haven't realize that?!

So the nights were just to calm my mind.
And that is.

Now, I still haven't had any idea to settle these problems
but I'm going to play game now.
Goodbye.

Till I upload a vlog, just you wait.
Wait, I'm still going to blog even before started the vlog.