Saturday 30 June 2018

I promised myself to shut up but--

The more I think about it,
this is definitely what they meant.
How people view us differently,
not in a unique way,
but in a weird way.

You probably think we're fine,
that we don't judge people from the differences,
but truth is, we are.
You are.

The moment you're different,
they mad at you.
The moment you're depressed,
they mad at you.
The moment your switch flipped,
they mad at you.
The moment you're thinking negatively,
they mad at you.

Why?
I dont know.
Probably because they dont know how it feels like.

It's not something that can be changed easily.
It's not something that can be repaired just by you telling "It's so freaking wrong to act that way".
It's deeper than that.
And it doesnt need to have a reason,
or a background story.
If it happens, then it happens.
The least you can do is to support.
And did you?
No, you ignored.
Why?
Because you think I'm normal,
like you.

Tuesday 26 June 2018

World

Those who follow the rules could be stressed out of being chained.
Those who are always confident could actually be insecured and have low self-esteem.
Those who appear strong could be hiding their weaknesses because they dont want others to know they are weak.
Those who keep on insisting they are somebody could be having identity crisis.
Those who keep on talking about their own weaknesses could be actually wanting to hear positive words.

These "could"s what make the common sense,
what make people to act accordingly towards each other,
what make "People have their own problems.
Just because you have it, doesnt mean you have to act that way".

And these "could"s can also make people who actually really need help
to think their problems are nothing,
and eventually never seek for help.