"So remember, friends, do not live for the sake of your partner"
Even if I keep on repeating that,
it still needs to be referred to the past.
How he was supposed to back her up,
but he left her.
Though that was just one-sided story.
Even so,
he didnt bother to share.
Whatever was happening, the story should be share.
And thats what happened in history.
So we here,
should we listen and believe in the one-sided story?
Yes, I believe so.
Anyhow,
thats about that.
And what happened had affected her inner self.
And what is happening now is that
she's affecting us.
I'd call it emotional abuse.
And I cant even say what's good and what's bad.
Me doing this,
is good for myself, and for everyone,
for the future.
But for the present,
in the view of Islam itself,
it's probably not.
But is it?
Do I have to save myself?
Do I have to save her?
Do I have to save them?
The more I ask these, the more messed up my personality is.
And that was what happened for the past months,
getting worse for the past few years.
